Sunday, June 19, 2011

BIG DAY TOMORROW!

Starting the new job tomorrow! I am excited, scared and in awe!
Really, cannot wait! This is going to be good for me. I know it.
Got a little knot in the tummy...
but, I've got some kick ass meatballs waiting for me at the end of the day.
Something to look forward to.
To be continued...

Sunday, June 12, 2011

JUNE GLOOM IN LA...PEAK OF SUNSHINE IN MY LIFE

Everyone is complaining about the June gloom, but things are just starting to look up in my life. FINALLY!

Don't get me wrong...2011 hasn't exactly been easy. And, to top things off, my cousin was killed in a freak accident and the sister of one of my best friend's in NY was killed in a car accident. So...yes, lots of unfortunate tragedy.

On the bright side...there is a lot. And, it all happened suddenly. My aunt finished radiation and she's good. Just praying it will all be ok. My best friend too. Had her mastectomy, which is really difficult obviously...but, I'm praying for the best. And, after two years of looking for a legit job in LA...I finally finally got it! Got it in a BIG way!!!!!! NBC. Local. Producer/writer. I'm psyched and I start in one week! Cannot wait! Don't get me wrong...I do appreciate all that my bosses have done for me, but this is an amazing opportunity. Too good to pass up.

As for my health, it's been an uphill battle and it's not over yet. I've taken up some alternative health options. I'm really digging the new accupuncture and massages and yoga. It's costing me a fortune, but I think it's working! I was supposed to start an infusion treatment, but it turns out my blood tests are looking better. I still feel hesitant about the whole thing, but I'm trying to have a more positive attitude and I'm hoping this streak stays for awhile.

Oh...and that new person in my life. Well, he's still in my life. And, I like it. A lot. In fact, I don't know what happened today...but, it was something that he did...and it all just really hit me hard today. And, it really freaked me out. Not a good thing, especially because we're both really bad communicators and when I love, I love hard. So...don't want another cry-fest for a year like the last time. But, he's the furthest thing from easy. In fact, probably the most complicated person I've ever been with. Without getting into the details here (which I would NEVER)...it's just a lot to handle. And it's all very hard to read. And, just like I don't like to talk about the personal lives of my employers...I certainly won't be divulging too much here about my personal life. Bottom line here...he's brilliant and doesn't realize it. He makes me laugh and it makes me happy. It's all good. For now. And, I'm taking it one day at a time.

That said...I'm trying to enjoy LA now. Going to shows and concerts and re-exploring the city. And, I must say, I quite like it. So...this blog may have to change. It went from hating LA...to loving LA.

Truthfully, I am so happy to be back home. And, I am feeling very blessed right now. Very. Life is good.